Black Girl Lost.
I’m addicted to love/sex/pain.

I’ll do anything for those three things.
I never expect to have one without the other.
I dont like smoking.
I could never do hard drugs.
I dont even drink that heavy.
But there was a point where I used to have sex just to fill the huge void in my life.
It was like a constant thing.
I literally couldn’t go a day without sex of some sort.
It got to the point where I started having sex with complete strangers.
Yah.
I was bad.
Now it’s hard for me to separate sex from love and love from pain.
I’m so mixed up now.
The reason for my addiction?
Well…. that’s another post.