I just cried so much that my soul is drained.
I just stood in the shower & cried.
I tried to let it all go.
Let her go.
Let it go.
Let him go.
You never notice how hard it is.
I got to the point where I couldnt stand anymore.
I just sat there, crying.
& not all of this is about him.
hell most of it isnt about him.
It’s the constant refreshing of her pain in new forms.
